Gannat's Journey

I'm following my dream, trying to fulfill my vocation, expecting challenges & great moments of achievements...

Friday, September 16, 2005

Am I Happy or Sad?

Knowing that I'm going home in less than 2 weeks gives me that feeling that I can't identify, whether it is happiness or sadness. I have conflicting emotions that I can't translate.
For sure I'm Excited about meeting all my friends & family that I really miss but in the meanwhile I'm leaving here the community, the people that have given me & are still giving me a lot until that day. They have given me support when I need it , joy when I was sad, motivation when I was down. I really appreciate everything everyone here or in my home country has done to me especially AIESEC Bay area & AIESEC Egypt & the salaam team.
I have learned a lot from this traineeships & it was really a changing point in my life, I'm not the same person that left Egypt 3 months ago; I believe that I'm now a positive change agent that will impact my community & encourage others to take the step of going to traineeships that they will never regret. As that's one of the core concept of AIESEC; developing individuals that will help others to develop themselves & the cycle goes on & on, reaching every individual in the world.
Honestly those are my feelings about my traineeship, I'm not bluffing & I'm not just saying big words but I really mean those words.
That's one of the reasons that is making me excited about going home is that I will have the chance of giving back at least a part of what this Organization has given & still giving to me & I know for sure that the end of this traineeship is not the end of my journey neither with AIESEC nor with Salaam program .